:)
haha, did not think i would recover from not getting into council this fast :) and it's all thanks to YZ who has been so encouraging and supporting :) she even taught me how to best release my feelings and it worked xD So now kinda back to my normal chirpy self again :D except when some one mentions council 8-) or my mind drifts off >< but as YZ said, must try to forget it slowly slowly slowly :) jiayou me xD
AND I'M NOT SURE IF I'M GONNA WIN MY BET..